I am the author of my life

Reaching For Alaska - Descendant

Send me far away from this place, for my eyes been decieved by whats in front of me

when light turns to dark and everything is gone, what will be left of us?

their eyes look back at me begging me to say in a world thats lost control

but I will pick myself on my feet and find a way into their hearts

how could you do this to the ones you love?

Face yourself, all the lines are pointing right back at you

tearing down the walls you created to make yourself whole in this world

but I will try and try to bridge the balance’s between us

I felt it in my bones, I felt it, felt it in my bones

Reaching For Alaska - Counterparts pt.2

would you ask me to stay with my skin on my body
It’s all I have and it’s all we know, just give me your eyes.
Without our skin we are machines, brought into this world and cast aside.
we we’re built for much more, and your words fall short.
this is who we are and this is who I am and I’ll make a stand for my dreams
stand with me or stand alone.
But if I had a heart I’d find away back into your eyes
tear skin, All I am is a machine.

Reaching For Alaska - Art of Deceit

The past is something you can’t turn away from, I feel it in your bones
Like the eyes of a child you play an innocent game, feeding off my pride and my dignity
now you try to forget, but I’ll make sure you never forget.
my words will step higher than the foundations that built us, I never felt so pure.
I turned around with your knife in my back as I tried to see the monster you were turned into, your shadow is only as dark as the light that shines before it. you can only hide for so long, your demons came forever.
this is me moving on, this is me letting go. today I am anew.
I’ll breathe in the air as if it was my own.
Run away, run away run away this is not my escape, I’m coming home, I’m coming home.

Reaching for Alaska - Hollow

As I Descend into the depth, all signs of secruity are fleeing me
have I been abandoned from the life I once had.
forever exiled from the truth that our bodies will be set free, able to feel the passion
flowing through our veins, guide me through this hell, show me what it means to breathe again. guide me through this hell and show me what it means to breathe again.
In the eyes of betreyal I’ve done nothing to myself.
her Arms wrap around me like the serpants tounge only to fall back into a place of defeat
this cant be happening, I swore to never leave.
But I will press on, I’ll find a way back to the place I call home
where I can breathe again, where I can rest my eyes with fists unclenched.
bring me back to my body, guide me back.
someone pull me up from this hell, send me home, send me home.
her Arms wrap around me like the serpants tounge only to fall back into a place of defeat
this cant be happening, I swore to never leave my home.

REACHING FOR ALASKA - Deceiver

You try to survive and feed off all the things you left behind
where did your pride go?
I swear I’ll find a way into the hearts of those who deceived me
now im descending into the depths of my dreams to be reborn again
you speak of love but all I got was your hands at my throat, now im descending
how selfish we’ve become when our dreams are at stake you promised me
you promised me a word where I could be free of my demons
I swear I’ll find a way into the hearts of those who deceived me
now im descending into the depths of my dreams to be reborn again
I found peace where you found hate, I’m descending into my dreams
I’m letting go of a life I once knew, I once knew

promo’s back from winter 11’ with my old band. miss those days.